Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Where I'm At...

Someone very important to me mentioned  (after complaining about what I'm not, what I haven't done, and basically feeling sorry for myself) that I need to appreciate where I'm at RIGHT NOW.  Right now

Right now I'm:

*eating horribly
*not exercising
*not great at reading my scriptures
*not the best wife
*not the Mom I want to be
*t-i-r-e-d
*unmotivated
*making progress on decluttering/donating our home
*excited and terrified for the move
*sad about choices in my past
*totally in love with my husband
*love my children
*love my flawed life
*feeling incredibly blessed to be a woman and to have freedom
*wanting to change every facet of my life that I have made it something I can't succeed at


So what did this very important person say after I gave them my list of where I'm at?

Embrace it.  This is where I am at.  I struggle and am not good at some things...and THAT'S OKAY.

Its okay.

I'm okay.